Hi All - this is my story part 1
I have been reading this thread with some interest, as I was born in May 1963 at Assisi, Hammer Lane, Grayshott. My mothers name was Teresa, she was Irish, Catholic and 26yo when she had me, so if any one remembers her it would be great to hear from you and any memories you have of her. She entered the Home on 19th Feb 1963 and was discharged on 20th June 1963, there is no record on the official register of where I was sent on discharge, however I ended up in foster care immediately after discharge.
Assisi was one of the larger "so called" M&B homes in the UK at the time with places for 36 mothers and 20 babies. At the time it was in the county of Hampshire, which causes some confusion today, as due to boundary changes it is now in the county of Surrey. The order of Nuns running Assisi was the
Franciscan Sisters of Divine Motherhood? they are known today as the Franciscan Missionary of Divine Motherhood. They have a website
http://fmdminternational.co.uk/ not that it is of any help regarding past history.
I went along to Assisi, which was originally a large rambling convent building, when I was 20yo (1983) to try and find out some information about my BM, as back then all I knew was her name from my Birth Certificate and my place of birth (Assisi). However I was told the property had been sold a few years earlier to a developer and had by then been converted / divided up into 5 luxury homes. I was however signposted by a resident there to a Catholic church up the road called St Josephs. At St Josephs they said they could not assist me, but gave me the details of a local convent not far from Assisi and advised I try there. So I drove there and spoke to the Mother Superior regarding my quest. She informed me that “we often have people like yourself” approaching them for info and said all the records from Assisi were held by the Diocese of Guildford. I was told to call her the next day and was assured they would definitely be able to give me some information. However when I called I was told “we have no record of your existence”, and that was that, no further explanation or anything else was offered.
However 23 years later I tried again to find out some information, this was because I now had a son of 13yo who was asking me questions about our paternal and maternal family history, of which I knew next to nothing and still don’t. However I did at the time after some digging manage to get a photo copy of my Birth Record from the original register of Assisi from the Catholic Children’s Society, funny that, as I was told previously no records of me existed! I also found out through that record I was baptised by the Parish Priest of St Josephs on the day of discharge from Assisi which was 20th June 1963. Again I find it funny that they said back in 1983 they could not help as it was this church that had baptised me! One other nugget of information on that extract from the Birth Register was it had a name for my father, who was an Iraqi Army Officer, unfortunately this piece of information has never lead to any other leads in tracing him or anything else about him.
I do know that I was never formally adopted, and sense that I was given away to my so called foster parents. This may have been instigated by a Miss
XXXXXX who appears to be some sort of private welfare officer who was involved with my maternal mothers confinement.
Unfortunately my foster mother (FM) would never give me any information on how she came about me, and also went to great lengths to avoid having to explain anything to Social Services on the very rare
and I mean rare occasions that they visited the foster home and so eventually Social Services became very suspicious, but back in those days they do not appear to have had any powers to do anything about it..
I assume my FM has passed on now, as when I was placed with her in 1963 she was already 51 years old, she privately fostered other children, mainly for 2 or 3 years duration whilst the parents were in the UK training as Nurses or Midwives, they then in the main went back to their country of origin with their parents.
I had a very Dickensian and quite a brutal upbringing in the foster home and it came as a great relief to eventually go into the care of the local authority when I was 13yo. Despite a long list of social workers who were assigned my case, not one of them managed to find out my history, how I ended up in the foster home or anything about my BM. I managed to obtain my council care records in 2007 which bears this out.
My experience in the foster home was the main reason I chose after I was taken into care to have limited contact with my foster mother, my main reason for maintaining any contact was purely in the hope that she would one day give me the information on my birth mother and father and how I had ended up in her care, however that was not to be and I finally broke all contact with her after my own son was born in the early 90's.
To be continued as not enough space in text box