1889 diary p 10 No chapel preaching

[Deskman]

One word small word is tripping me up here. Any ideas please?

"My holdings forth at the chapel must come to end as the other
day I received a letter from Tubbs (G.) saying the Mr Wood has written
saying I had put him in a fix with my preaching & that he strongly objected
to it. I wrote to Mr Wood as copy enclosed (d) I think it would be ungracious
of me to keep on esp. as I got most of my ideas out of the
manor library. Had dinner at Rectory yesterday, Mr B. talks"
Mr Wood owned the manor.

Thank you for all the energies put into helping me.

The bold text is wholly down to  help her

[Bookbox]

esp. = especially

[Deskman]

Well I go the foot of our stairs - Thanks Bookbox That was lightning fast. I have spent so long looking at esp!