Yes I think much the same way, who am I, who do I take after, where do I fit in.
An only child, my father died when I was young and he was an only child, his father died when I was 5yrs old and his mother I never knew ( she died when my dad was 4yrs old) my mother has one brother and I have 2 cousins ( who I am not like at all).
When I started to research my mothers comment was 'let sleeping dogs lie' would tell me nothing and refused to allow me to see any records she already had and just said 'she didn't know' regardless of any question I asked.
My grandmother was the only one who ( I thought) would answer questions and help me. I now know she told me many 'untruths' which she would have known were untruths. I never 'felt' connected to any of them.
So I did begin to wonder before I researched if I was adopted, but I am clearly by looks my parents child.
One thing my mother always took credit for each and every time was if I was ever praised such as in art class at school or someone saw me make something or if I entered/won a competition...it was ALWAYS, genetically acquired from her and maybe it was as she is a competent artist, embroider and outstanding gardener.
As a professional textile designer/maker for many years even that I was never allowed to take any credit for, it was because of her she told me and everyone..... only to later find my paternal grandmother was a well known professional and highly talented tailor and many of her side of the family going back were incredibly talented people whose businesses produced textile related goods and/or were artistic...from an architect who designed the city town hall and fountains as well as many beautiful London buildings still standing today.
Funny as I used to sit daily to eat my lunch at that same fountain totally unaware it had anything at all to do with 'my family' and it was the starting point and focus for my art dissertation on 'street furniture' well before I researched....to a saddler who built his business and name, made some fabulous saddles, still today these are highly sort after, top quality material, stitching and design, again I never knew and saved up for over a year to purchase one and the paternal family is full of glove makers, lace makers, weavers/FWK and shoe makers...... even when I shopped as a teenager for shoes in the local High St, I never realised that I was purchasing from shops set up by direct ancestors and some of those same businesses are still operating today....... so I know now I have a rich paternal ancestry of true professional craft people.........
Oh and my mother still doesn't know and continues to blow her own trumpet about how my 'talent' comes from her