Today started like any of the other days.... what day is it... oh yes Wednesday as for the date... not a clue until I look on here!
Beding off and in the machine, looks like it's going to be a lovely day, sadly I'd already decided it was going to be house cleaning day ☹️, so I got on with it, cleaned some windows, bathrooms look sparkling polished all woodwork, dusted everywhere, conservatory had a good going over too....
What's that noise I hear outside.... OH's got the pressure washer out and he's out the front cleaning the paths round the house..
Time for lunch, we sat outside and it was delightful, not a cloud in the sky and silent! You could hear the silence , apart from just the birds..it was wonderful. No time to dawdle so on we both got with our chores..
He's round the back of the house now and the patio which has pale slabs with a pattern of the odd pinkish one dotted around has suddenly come to life and it makes the whole place so much brighter...
It's 5pm by now so we decide to call it a day, I've finished in the house anyway, so it's a shower, watch the daily briefing and get dinner organised. I can't watch all of it today I'm finding it too stressful and I can't watch all these people airing their grief in public either... I'm not hard hearted I just find it upsetting and something I could never contemplate.
Then I see the 99 yr old chap from Bedfordshire raising money walking in his garden... up to £12 million and it brings joy to my heart to see what a great thing to do.
I've been part of a prom swap and I've received some really lovely ones that have cheered me up too.
My daughter sent me a message this evening to say she was finding things stressful today and feeling quite emotional, it's still Easter hols but they are both trying to work from home and split their time with keeping the boys occupied... too late for me to phone her as I know they're working in the evenings to catch up... SiL very stressed as his client is Astra Zeneka and they are right up to their eyes in everything to do with this CV..
You feel so helpless, would love to be able to have boys here to give them a break but who knows when that's likely to be.... eldest ones Birthday 1st July... will we able to be visiting by then?
Just have to sleep on it all,hopefully, and speak to her tomorrow.
Stay safe everyone and healthy...
Caroline