https://howlongagogo.com/I've got exactly 3 years, 10 months and 27 days to my retirement and a free bus pass .. if the goal posts are not moved. But whose counting ..
I know because I put my retirement date into this website and I check now and then to see how close I am getting.
I know I shouldn't wish my life away. I have a memory of being very young and it was around September or October and I was saying to my Mother "I can't wait for Christmas!". It felt like light years away. She said "Don't wish your life away". It was only a lighthearted comment but it made me think and it has stuck in my mind.
So I try to live in the present .. but I like to anticipate retirement, oxymoron as that sounds.
Yes, care work is wonderful and all jazz that but oh so exhausting! Especially if going from a late finish long shift to an early start long shift. You feel no recovery after that. I am feeling in a brutally honest mood so I will say it is no surprise to me that there is a shortage in the industry.
I was on the bus early one day recently and saw two men on separate seats, flaked out and fast asleep. I thought that wouldn't surprise me if they were care workers. They should put a photo of that kind of thing on advertising campaigns if they wished to show the true nature of things. I feel too old and tired to retrain for something less exhausting.
I will have a quick bite for lunch now and then quickly change myself out of my deflated balloon outfit into a person who is bright, cheerful and full of pep!
Don't mind me, I'm just musing on things. What a risk taker I can be .. I hope no one who knows me reads this!
I can hear one tiler singing now. I hope Candleflame isn't getting too cold out there in the wind.