Thanks R T L, I am not a great one for showing emotion ,well in public but it can backfire sometimes .
When my husband died suddenly ,I knew the great ordeal he had been spared ,was not driving as he had been at the same time the day before .
Children coming out of schools along our route.!
He just dropped,in the kitchen making me a cup of tea as I had just come back from walking the dog .
Had he been driving it doesn’t bear thinking about,he had just got the letter to say he could continue to drive !
I think that needs tightening up .
My son asked if I would be O.K ,as he was leaving after the funeral .
I said yes I didn’t mind my own company ,so he would not worry about me ,but he took that to mean I would not miss his Dad!
He does ,I feel have many if the character traits of Asperger’s syndrome and takes everything literally.
I imagine he thought I did not care ,when that of course was not true.
We were not brought up to fuss, or show emotion in public so my grieving was all in private ,had my son remembered the Eulogy I wrote ,and read in
Church he would have understood differently .
But a husband ,very ill with a great ordeal looming ,quite old - just gone in a second was in my opinion a blessing ,for him.
We did not have to see him go through that ordeal ,for which I am grateful.
My friend’s son ,so much younger and totally unexpected ,not having seen him for nearly a year is different ,and must be unbearable.
Yes quite a few on R.C have had bereavements ,in the recent past,it does help to share and even with strangers in that we have never met them but who have become friends because we exchange messages it is very supportive.
I have a card and must now think what to say in it .
Less is more sometimes I feel ,so I’ll be quite brief .
What a shame though ,a real shame.
Thanks for your kind words folks,I have known him from him being a little baby,six months younger than my eldest .
He was 66 on November 14 th.
Well must write and post the card.
Take care everyone and thanks again .
Viktoria.
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